▫° 我，很矛盾... ▫°

快帮我想想,
我到底該怎么办..

我該..勇往直前
還是...
保持原來的樣子

我想,
現在的我還真的是..
很矛盾~~

Can anybody just... love?

I've been reconnecting with old friends recently,
was bitchin' with them a lot,
im in love with it.
yea.. i really like it.

Someone visited me last week,
in fact, im not interested in anyone and really just can't.
if I was interested in someone though...
he'd smell really good, he'd be tall, and he'd have a sexy voice--
dont ask me whether he'd the criteria above..
im not going to answer anyway. lol

Have you ever gotten asked,
"what has he ever done to earn your love?"
i've been asked by one of my friend lately,
its makes me wonder and wonder -
does love really demand one to have done something worthy enough?
does love really demand one to have earned that love?

Can anybody just… love?
yea.. just, love!!!
without conditions, without deed, without desire?
maybe desire is the wrong word.
hmn.. without wanting, needing more?
can you just love?
can i just love?

love just is, isn't it?
its hard to get kind of love in this way,
just love him for who he is -
as an entirely different entity apart from me.
im trying to work on it from now on..

guys.. wish me luck!!!

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~ im #%&#$ now ~

kenneth, just to answer your question...
the reason is that i am one of that kind of people
who are not suitable to have one.
im too serious about relationships
that its not easy for me to start.
its sort of game wasting energy and time,
im scare of start any at this moment.. believe?
is this answer clear for you? lol..

vic, how am i going to forget about you?
they says 'friends are for keeps'..
somemore, you are right,
i do appreciated his effort,
yea.. will try it out..
no worries ya..

nic, woohoo.. gaL!!
i know you are happy for me,
thanks for your support,
thanks for listened to me.
thanks for your caring..
cheers my chick!!

hey all..
im so glad,
im so proud,
im so honoured to announce to the whole world that:
im #%&#$ now. :)
Happy Valentine to those cutesy couples,
Happy Un-Valentine to those who are w/out a sweeties,
Happy Valentine to my valentine... LoL!!!

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thanks God for good friends~

I can't believe im having another good day,
yay !! .. im still in a good mood till now..
i just feel so blessed... :-)
nothing particular in mind actually,
i miss my bitches and suckers at glasgow,
i miss me JihMui at kk,
i miss my crazy piagroup,
i miss my chicks and dudes at kl and jhr,
i miss my dear friends at miri and kch,
i miss those i sit with during my high school.
i miss my ex-colleagues who are still stuck in the miserable hsbc.
but i'm sure we'll still be able to meet one day! right !!!???
you, you and you.. i miss all of you!!! lol...
thanks God for good friends!

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Benito's Bistro

i think i'm officially in love with the place,
went to Benito's Bistro yesterday with my friend,
what can i say?
service, presentation, ambience, food..
can reach the 5 star level..
chocolate cupcake? all the frickin' stars in the sky + 1
a place that i will definitely go again,
especially the chocolate cupcake,
take my advice, try it !!!
im sure you guys wil thanks me for the advice..
try it out ya.. :)


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Thank Goodness Its Friday ~

Today has been a long day, but its friday so Im happy nonetheless. Woke up early to do some cleaning, one of my friend came from KL and visited me, i was quite nervous to meet up with him, the feeling so strange... a bit weird honestly! lol.

Going out tonight, prolly over to shenni, not sure. But im ready to let loose!
Hope y'all have a wonderful and safe friday!

Guess what?

Guess what?????

Im back ... !!!

Blogger ..... here i come!
OMG it feels soooo good to be back,
i forgot how much I missed blogger.
but im back..
love me yay!
*smile*