"Had a dream about you late last night... and I woke up crying."
I really wish you can hear this song. Would be more easier for you to get over alot of things. Anyway.. you need to get through losing someone you love.. Be strong. Esther!!! this one is for you. *hugs*
dear you~ i wanna help you, i really do. i want you to be happy, to be able to live a "guilt-free" life, i want you to be able to stand up straight, i want you to live life....
dear God~ i want the supernatural ability to make people happy, i want to be able to give them exactly what they need, i want to be able to solve every problem they have, i want to be able to dry their every tears, i want to be able to say the "right" things at the right time. i want to be a blessing to others, not a burden, i wanna bring them to you, i wanna bring them out of depression, i wanna let them know that you are the only one they can truly depends on.
my prayers be able to touch the heart of God, i believe that... truly blessed by God, i'm sure i am... depends on God, i'm trying my best ... i realized that i am very small indeed, i realized that solving matters with what i know, simply cannot compare with how God solves things.
so please... all of you who are reading this, if anyone of you feel down caused of hardship and adversity, and not able to find a way, please - pray please - have faith, please - depends on him. and i'll pray on behalf of y'all definitely..
faith is the strongest thing someone can ever have. never forget ~ GOD IS AWESOME.. amen.