1st day of October

You know what's funny? 

I had a lot to write, now that I'm here. My mind went in a coma mode........

Well, I guess i shall start by saying today is 1st day of October!!! I hope everything going smooth in this month :)

Just wondering~

Just thinking and wondering why I always seem to be interested in the guys who are totally wrong for me and the ones who are actually GOOD guys I dont even give a chance?

Hungry + Sleepy

I'm so damn hungry AND I'm so friggin' sleepy.  There's nothing here in the house to eat. I could go out a get something real quick, but I'm sooooo sleepy.  What to do? Eat then sleep? Sleep then eat? Will I be able to sleep if I'm hungry?  Will I be able to eat if I'm sleepy?  I can't choose, so I decided to blog instead. Yeah, this is a real compromise. 
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At last - - - Food won out! Big thousand of thanks to House-called delivery service *Yippee*

Any pain worst than heartache?

 I'm not one of those people who are prone to exaggeration. 

But I have to say that I do exaggerate a lot today!!!!! 

Toothache will drive me to dead soon!!!! I am serious not joking!!!

nothing and just blah~

if u look at the sky everyday, you see a different painting. that's how God is. Miraculous.

some days are just plain grey, some plain blue, some days are cloudier than other days,

some days...when the sun says good bye to us and hello to the other side of the earth...

im so sick now.. i wish i could have a good rest!!! have a nice dream everyone~

random post~

There're so many things to say, and i don't even know in which order i should say it. Some are pleasant, and some aren't so pleasant. I'll do the bad news first i guess, so that i can at least end at a happy note.

Here we go~
Two of my colleagues are having a quarrel, and that just makes me feel bad. I wish i could do something about it, but then, i'm not in a position to do anything. But what i can do is offer a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. Advice is something i don't dispense though for obvious and practical reasons, and i try to keep my opinions inside as well because this is something the two parties involved should handle themselves.

Alright, on to the happy things. Lately, my buddies and i have been having a blast! We've been eating out in random places like KFC.... wow... the place is wonderful!! We've just been hanging out and generally having a good time. I'm really learning to ♥ my buddies!

Oh, here is another bit of happy news . . . I read the newspaper today and came across a book called The Revenge Encyclopedia, which gives tips on how to get back at your enemies. It is, just looking at the title, a rather slapstick book, but very intelligently done!! However, just as it was written with intelligence, it must also be read with intelligence.

Well.. that's all for today ~ good night readers~ *hugz*

keep on and keeping on~

That's all i'm doing lately... Keep on and keeping on... i'm trying to get through each day and make it look like i'm doing okay.

You can keep on going no matter what, and if you're numb to everything it's harder to get hurt... If you have low expectations you can't be let down... I used to care about stuff .... a lot...... and my emotions were often intensely painful... Life has taught me to just stop caring, in order to survive... Dunno if that's a good thing or a bad thing... I tell myself that being alive and getting stuff accomplished each day is better than not... So I guess that's good?

what happened?

when something happens...it just happens. it happened in such a short time and if it goes wrong. all u can say is...WHAT HAPPENED?!

there are things that i wish didnt happen. christmas is drawing near. i HOPE the mood will get better. i do not expect life to be superb all the time. and i'm glad life isnt always good.

have u ever been in a state where u just dont have any more tears to let out?! i have.

there are just so many things in my head and i dont even know what i should say and what i should not. i shall stop here before i say something i shouldnt.

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Why Blog ??

 Honestly, i've been thinking about why i've addicted blogging in the last few days. Blogger - it does make for a nice way to let my friends know what's going on in my daily life, it's an unique forum for me to dump all my 'random' thoughts out on the keyboard. i'd few friends told me that they've read all my entries last few days ;-) **smile** 

At first, i've been struggled with how much privacy related stuff to let out, just like an open book without cover? Those friends who know me well, they all know that i hate to share my deepest thoughts to anyone, it's not mean that i wish to be secretive or not trust to any friends besides me, i rather keep all those things to myself, just simply that i felt insecure and unconfortable if i shown my inner self to others, i dislike the kind of feeling being read and observe, i hate the feelings that others use their 'own' mind to judge my personality and guess what's inside my mind which i assure that they'll be wrong definitey! lol.



Therefore, my dear friends do listen here : i'll only share out the funniest jokes and general stuff which had happened in my daily life toward myself, my family and friends but not something that others' privacy or something that could spoil others' reputation!! **promise** I'll only share out my 'random' thoughts with u guys but definitely NOT my 'deepest' thoughts, ok? Never ever try to predict who am i as i've a whirl of thoughts that you guys could never reach my mind..lol. **sigh** Trust me, i am rational idiot ~ lol. i've a concept of what should be share out public and what should keep it private~ lol.

On my previous posts, i willing to shared with my friends about my daily life and those 'random' thoughts on my mind becasue i knew it helps my friends feel connected with what's i'm going on and i also can organize my own thoughts and see if it prompts a discussion. Jenn and shah said to me that writing blog was to write whatever i felt like to write. ;-) i still use their advise everytime i write a new post!! I don;t care the structure or the grammar, or whether it worth to read, becasue it is such a pain to think about all those stuff. Those friends know me very well know that i've a habit of write my 'Diary' since i was 20 yrs old, writing 'diary' or blog is kind of relax activity, for me ;-)

I noticed that a lot of friends visits to my blog but they never leave their comment/ suggestion ;-( some friends might not leave comment/suggestion that often! lol. anyway, all my chicks and dudes, all comments/suggestions are highly appreciated and cherishable, just feel free to post them!! **hugz**

*** the above post had been wrote last night after back from supper with my friends, just that i've spent most of my time to read e-news and msn chatted wit kim till i forgot to publish it. your bad - kim!!! and believe? i 've fall asleep at 1am, it's miracle for me!! lol.


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