am i weird?

someone told me that i am weird ~
guys... am i really weird?

well.. im weird because im special,
you're weird too...unless.. you're not special!!
so.. i dont need you to tell me im weird..
because i know that im special.. : )

I'd Rather ~

I'd Rather - Luther Vandross


I thought sometime alone was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

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wow.. a nice song.. agree?

im thinking of you ~

16 SIGNS YOU LOVE SOMEONE

SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with them
late at night and they hang up, you
still miss them even when it was just
two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:
You read their texts and emails over
and over again.

FOURTEEN:
You walk/drive really slow when you're
with them.

THIRTEEN:
You feel shy & turn into anyone but
yourself whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:
When you think about them, your heart
beats faster but slower at the same
time.

TEN:
You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:
When you look at them, you can't see
other people around you, you just
see him/her.

EIGHT:
You start listening to slow songs
while thinking about them.

SEVEN:
They're all you think about.

SIX:
You get high just from their scent.

FIVE:
You relize you're always smiling when
you're looking at them. Sometimes even
laugh out loud.

FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just
to see them.

THREE:
While reading this, there was one
person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that
person, you didn't notice number twelve
was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & now
realised that you really do love that
person.

NOW YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT. GO FOR IT.

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yeah... im thinking of you ~ "#grinn#"
God, if you're there for me... can you help me?

tiredness~

I'm feeling so tired all the times lately,
It's actually getting ridiculous,
Like... i'm only *&^ year old ..
I'm supposed to be "at the peak of my youth",
very energetic and 'bursting with my life' =P

how funny ~
i feel everything ....
but i want my bed, my pillow adn my beloved bolster!!!
guys.. help me out!!!