Bukan Untuk Dimengerti~

Heard this song from one of my malay friend.
i really like it. Share with y'all~

Bukan untuk Dimengerti by JudikaCukup

kesalahan telah kau buat kepadaku
Cukup luka hati telah terjadi karenamu

Chorus:
Selalu saja kukembali kepadamu
Selalu saja aku bertahan disisimu
Demi cinta takkan kutinggalkan dirimu
Karena cinta tak mudah untuk dimengerti
Dan mungkin memang tak perlu dimengerti
Kau masih ulangi salah yang sama kekasihku
Berkali-kali engkau sakiti hati ini

Chorus
Selalu saja, selalu saja
Aku bertahan disisimu
Demi cinta takkan kutinggalkan dirimu
Karena cinta
Aku bertahan disisimu
Demi cinta takkan kutinggalkan dirimu
Karena cinta tak mudah untuk dimengerti
Tak mungkin untuk kumengerti
Dan mungkin memang tak perlu dimengerti

MISUNDERSTANDING~

MISUNDERSTANDING....just one simple word...yet it can tear u apart and break your heart into the smallest tiniest pieces, it can cause wars,and it can break down a friendship that seems to be well and sweet......

How i wish words can explain how i feel.. how i wish i can put everything into words, but there are just some things that is meant to be kept in the heart.

I know myself need more time to overcome it. Again.. forgive and forget is the main things that i need to learn. continue pray for me readers!!

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Suck it up and deal

Caring too much=major disappointment.

So for all you kiddies out there, I suggest you don't care about people that much. Because it hurts like a bitch when they don't care about you, or at least don't put an effort to show you that they care.

I'll just accept it and deal. Suck it up and deal.

Pray for me, people!!!

Why it hurts so much? I was furious.
Not with him but with myself.
Am i addicted to the pain?
I couldn't sleep becasue of exquisite pain.
This is probably the year that im closest to death.

Pray or me, people!!!
Im needing a lot of strength now.
Quite near the verge of breaking down.
But im still holding tight on HIM.
I know i need prayers and more prayers!!!

friend or best friend??

Dear you,

I couldn't get into sleep at this hour.
Read back the message that you text me.
I still can feel the pain in my heart.
Which i know that i need more time to overcome it.

Some people said :"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."

Could you please tell me now~
friend or best friend?
perhaps......
perhaps......
perhaps......
we are just friend!!
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On the plus side, I got to talk to ET this evening. I felt bad because he was trying so hard to cheer me up but nothing really worked. There were a few times when he got me to smile... and that felt great. It's comforting really, he has gotten me into a slightly better mood. Appreciated with his efforts, he deserve a hug from me.

i'll be fine ~

I hate all of these feelings I have.
I want the majority of them to go away.
Oh well, I'll be fine.

Readers.. tell me~
lucky - grateful - happy - dull - sad - meaningless - give up
Is this the process?????

I'm tired of a lot of thinngs,
Leave me alone~
I guess... i think... I'll be fine.

Pretty Chicks ~

I'm so happy to meet her back!

Look good?

AM I LOOK GOOD WITH LONG HAIR? Give me some feedback readers? :)

All of sudden... I wish to hav LONG CURLY HAIR!!!!!

远远- <林宇中>

遠遠 - 林宇中

或許我不再出現 愛才值得你懷念
你也不想見 見了也不變 你痛苦轉身的局面
或許我放的堅決 才允許讓淚浮現 是苦還是甜
想起我的臉 希望不是眼淚的咸
我只好離你遠遠 卻已傷害你偏偏
我不配 你的美 竟把你愛得狼狽
可是我離你越遠 你越近靠在我眼前
已不見 你幸福 愛我的臉
或許我放的堅決 你才允許讓淚浮現
是苦還是甜 想起我的臉 希望不是眼淚的咸
我只好離你遠遠 卻已傷害你偏偏
我不配 你的美 竟把你愛得狼狽
可是我離你越遠 你越近靠在我眼前
已不見 你幸福 愛我的臉
還欠你太多誓言我已沒資格實踐
為我緊緊貼著你的從前 而現在的我
只好離你遠遠 卻已傷害你偏偏
我不配 你的美 竟把你愛得狼狽
可是我離你越遠 你越近靠在我眼前
已不見 你幸福 愛我的臉
在遠遠 你幸福 我會看見
Over...

抱歉 ~ 陈势安

陈势安_抱歉

我尽量不去怀念
反正都遥远
多美的画面
都是昨天
其实最好别碰面
问候都避免

朋友的界线太难拿捏
我不懂如何敷衍
假装已事过境迁
这角色该怎么去演

非常抱歉
并不想知道
妳生活的细节
我的感觉
永远不会成为
妳的感觉

非常抱歉
离开妳我打算
更彻底一些
需要时间
慢慢复原
练习如何去遮掩
对妳的感觉

迷失●回归●痊愈

喜欢一个自己不能去喜欢的人,是一种即无奈又心痛的感受.

每一次看到他,每一次惊觉自己的情感总是不受控制,

无法克制的往他身上倾注的时候,都要忍住渴望与心痛,

不断的提醒自己他不是自己可以喜欢的人.

当察觉自己有着这样矛盾挣扎的心情时候,

我真的讨厌自己!真的讨厌这样不熟悉的我!

迷失自己的感觉太可怕了!

逃避如果是最好的方法,

那么所有认识我的朋友,

就让我活在自己的世界吧!

我会在自己的世界痊愈的....

Dream never comes true~

I ever dreamed of our fragile friendship can be more stronger one day, i ever dreamed of our friendship can be last forever, i ever dreamed that our kids will be good friends in the future, i ever dreamed that we still go gathering even that we have our own family next time. But dream always just a dream. It will never comes true....