sunday breakfast

hug me tight~

you are pushing me away,

hug me tight and 

never let me go~ 

 

dear you~

dear you~

i really dont know what it is about you. maybe its the way nothing else matters when were talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else. it could be the way that you say the exact right thing at the exact right time, but whatever it is, i just want you to know that it means everything to me~ 

accept for who i am~

I want a guy who could make me laugh,

and who could hug me tight, let me be the happiest person in the world..

but still accept me for who i am~

what to do?

I feel so lost right now,

I always feel lost these day,

But what to do, what to do, what to do?

I think i should think of something, something that makes me smile, at least for now.

But what should i think?

God, if you love me, please give me a clear direction??

Where'd you gone?

Where'd you go? I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever

That you've been gone

She said, some days I feel like sh**

Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit

I don't understand why you have to always be gone

I get along, but the trips always feel so long, and

I find myself tryin' to stay by the phone

'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone

But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call

But when I pick up I don't have much to say, so

I want you to know it's a little messed up

That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin'

Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career

Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go? I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

Where'd you go? I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

Please come back home

You know the place where you used to live?

Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs

Used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the pile

But now, you only stop by every once in a while

Yeah, I find myself just fillin' my time

With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind

I'm doin' fine, and I'm plannin' to keep it that way

You can call me if you find that you have somethin' to say

And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little messed up

That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin'

Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career

Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go? I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

Where'd you go? I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

Please come back home

I want you to know it's a little messed up

That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin'

Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses

For why you're not around, and feeling so useless

It seems one thing has been true all along

You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone

I guess I've had it with you and your career

When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go? I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

Where'd you go? I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

Please come back home

Please come back home

Please come back home

Please come back home

Please come back home

my blingbling stuff~

love my bling bling laptop so much~

my bedroom key ~

my camera ~

Missing him~

I miss him.

In fact, he's always on my mind.

Even when I tried to stay away from him.

I never managed to get him out of my mind..

Nothing's going to change.. It doesn't even matter to me anymore even if he's just using me for killing his time. All i want is to see that smile on his face, the look in his eyes.....

We both will move on in our lives,showing a perfect picture to others.. only we will know exactly how much we mean to each other..just knowing I'll always have a place in his heart, knowing he'll remember me once in a while..

it's enough for me...

reactivating my blogspot~

It's been a very long time since i left a entry for my blog.
i doubt if anyone still visits my blog..
well, whoever reads my entry,
i suppose i should say i love you,
oppssss i mean thank you.

reactivating my blog today.
i'm sure there are no one visiting my blogspot.
well, this can be my diary, but to the public.
check this out after 10 years later, Might be interesting.

Happy aprilfool to you, connie chong~

Taiwan Trip

Silent distance in between us

Dear you, i don know wat's wrong between us. You seems not in the mode recently. I dont ask you, it doesn't mean that i dont care of you. You know i do, you know I'm always here for you. You build a wall in between us, you drag everything into silent and keep it to yourself... Cant we go back as closed as last time? I feel tat you are so far away even that you just sit besides me. You are the friend that i treasured the most. I love you same as i love my family members. Please be happy, i like the old you, i miss the old you. Last time your sms always at my top 1, but recently no calls no sms from you. You got me worried, but i don dare to ask even one words, because i guess you might need time to sort your own problem. I found pressure to call you as well, i don know whether it's a good timing to call you, it's really hurt to listen your cold voice. I wish to save you from your problem, i wish to pull you out from your own world, i wish to say a comfort words to you, i even wish to give you a warm hug, but im afraid.... I pray to God day and night to touch your heart, heal your soul. Pls share with our father God if you feel no one can trust and to share with. Dear you, do always remember that I'm always here for you. Yeah.. I wont walk out when the whole world leave you behind. *hug*