So nothing has seem to changed, i'm still just as lonely here. again, it was happened again.. i've pushed everyone away, i've been having my rapid mood swings a lot again i've been thinking alot of thoughts which i know i shouldn't be. I feel like i've been accused for some reasons. i feel like i should't be around others, i somehow feel not good enough i guess to deserve human interaction and to be honest i'm really afraid of accusation from others, i feel bad that my heart filled with guilt. Last night after my bath i was looking in the mirror but strange that i noticed myself unable to smile happily to myself.. That's not like me at all. Y'all ever having this kind of feelings before?
All this time, i've been submerging myself in all sort of things. i think it's time to come up to breathe.. i'm just going to forget about all those silly and stupid accusation, forget everything that's been bugging me, forget it all and just live. yea.. JUST LIVE...
another 30 days to year 2007!!!!! enjoy the last 30 days of year 2006, connie.. :P
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