Still the old me?

Lately I haven't been feeling quite myself.
I look in the mirror and don't recognize the reflection.
I have a hard time recognizing my wants and desires, not to mention my needs.
I can't seem to find the character I used to have.
I lose my patient to everyone, everything seems will burst out soon.

I pick up my phone, open it, but close it without calling...
I miss my friends and family, but how can they possibly understand me...
It's easier to hide in my busy life. So I work out, I surf, I read, and watch tv.
It means I don't have time to think about my problems.
I don't have to figure myself out.
I don't have to learn to love myself.
I'll just keep hustling through life.

Am i still the old me?