He said he was unaware of how much he hurt me and he did apologies..He did apologies, he asked me whether i want him to kill himself in front of me... i seriously doubt with this. i guess i just need time to overcome.
I do miss him but i don’t miss the heartache he caused me. I am trying not to angry him now because i can never change who he is. I am trying to be happy for him and forgive him.
CNY is coming in the corner, all our mutual friends will come back and i know that i cant run for seeing him. No matter how wrong is he, i still have to kept everything to myself and continue protect of him in the eyes of others... because he is a friend for life... a friend that i treasured the most... but only God know, only if i able to overcome the feeling... ... otherwise, i don’t know if i could ever keep him as a good friend again~
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