please hold tight to me~

Im in this constant struggle again. I feel like i don't need any friends again. I don't know what to do anymore, where to step or where to turn. I wish to take my heart out and throw it out to sea, i wish to take a deep breath and have a good sleep, i wish to find a peaceful mind which i couldn't find on this planet, is there any kind soul can hear me?

I should be strong enough to handle every challenge in my life, but this fear always eat away at me. God in heaven, i am trying to do the best i can, i need you to hold me tight until i fall into everlasting sleep. Please come to me and heal all my wounds,

Please raise me up..

I am still finding strength to overcome the fear..