Last night is Mooncake festival (also named as mid-autumn festival which celebrated by all the chinese community around the world). "When the moon is full, mankind is one" - for chinese, the full moon has always represented the gatherings of friends and family. Therefore, mid-autumn festival is a time for family reunions. But this chinese festival- for me, it's nothing!!
Well, there is no dinner for me and my family last night, only my QQ and my laptop be my companion. lol ;-( my parents not here with me, i stayed with my brother's buddy - lip and my sister in kk. My brother spent his night with his gf's family which is no surprise for me, my sister told me that she'd dinner with her bf's family, lip had invited me to his house for dinner but i was rejected his invitation as i felt a bit weird and unconfortable to join his family dinner especially in festival celebration, even that i knew he treated me as his sister but that kind of feeling like i've no family members in my life.. lol. *smile*
Honestly, i should be give thanks to my father God because there are a lot of relatives and friends are caring about me, i've been called by my uncle and aunt (my father's brother and sister) and aunt from my mom's side to their house for dinner, felt ashammed as i've lied them that i've joined my friends for dinner. ;-( my friends Steph and Fion intend to be my companion for dinner as well but i rather that they accompany their family in this kind of festival, my ex-hsbc collegues indra and yusni do asked me to 'buka puasa' with them but i know that it's just an excuse for them!!! *sigh* I bet they all know that i'm alone and no way to go last night, a big big *hugsssss* for all of you, appreciated and touched with the warmest caring from all of you, thanks for the concern and invitations but i rather to stayed at home alone becasue i dont want to be others' commitment. lol. Believe me all my dear friends, i've get used with this kind of situation, this is not a hard time for me, even that i am chinese, but this kind of festival really is a none for me. lol. I'm not really interested in any chinese festival (included CNY)!! lol. *laugh *
I've temporarily off my handphone last night to avoid any phone calls from relative and friends for dinner, somemore i've received a lots of 'mooncake festival' greeting sms and called from my ex-classmates which majority of them worked at kl and singapore, my friends from taiwan (my previous guests last time), my friends from Miri, kuching and johor, my ex-colleagues and friendly calls from my 2 ex-bfs! lol. ;-) we've chatted for awhile, erm.... kinda appreciated and touched with 2 of them.. they always treated me nice and i'm proud of still maintain such a good 'relation' with them which i believe not much people able to handle in this kind of situation! *hugz*
*shout out* for all of the friends i've mentioned above, i'll put u guys' name in my prayer list, may God bless all of you with his tender love. I'm the luckiest girl in the world becasue being surrounded by anGeLs ~ all of you are my angels without wing ~ *hugz*
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3 comments:
hugzzzzzzzz... i wish i could be there for you. lol. *cheers*
honey, *HUGs* for you!!
Hey gal, im such a lonely gal too in that lonely night... guess what? i was just right the next door of urs, n i didnt realised it? Well, lonely gal when bf went out for outstation, where weirdo like me, keeping myself in his room, tried avoiding seeing my relatives, watching dvd, n sleep sleep sleep... Just never forget... u r not alone yourself outhere... cheers!!! ;p
Marcia
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