Breaking me and rebuild me~

I’ve had it.
I’ve had it with treating everyone like they’re VIPs.

What’s the point man? I was there all along,
And I was always there when you needed me,
Or even when you didn’t need me,
Even if I had my own issues to deal with..

But,
When I needed you, and you weren’t there.
Its not so much that you weren’t there.
But more that you didn’t care enough to be there.
And how I wish I could say I don’t mind at all.

If hearts were able to break into million pieces,
Mine would break into ten million this instant.
Pray for me, people..
Im needing a lot of strength now,
Quite near the verge of breaking down,
But im holding on tight to HIM.
I know that he is breaking me and rebuild me,
A better version of me for HIM.

And I know..
I need prayer and more prayers…


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