i miss seaside~

I'm kind of down. I guess i've been kinda down lately. I hate overthinking things and becoming paranoid, but it's so hard. I mean, in the perfect world I'd tell myself to stop, and I actually would. It's a bad habits.

I really hope i'm just being paranoid, and I hope what i'm thinking isn't correct. I'd feel so broken. What can I do?

Anyway, I really miss Seaside. When I'm there i don't need to worry about any single things. It's so fresh and wonderful, some people might think it's sleezy, but i absolutely adore it.

I'm hoping tomorrow is better than today.