Social .... but lonely~

I did my best to be social tonight. I decided I didn't need to sit at my home, I could afford a little break.

I hung out with some friends I don't normally hang with. I'm left sitting here missing my old friends... the ones who i treasure the most. I miss him and it's really weird. It's like even in the company of other peoples, I feel more alone than when I'm by myself.

I think there's something wrong with that, that's not how it's supposed to be. I know I can make it through it... hopefully I'll start feeling like my regular self again when I'm around people I'm comfortable with again.