...... ends right here!!

Spent my night in upperstar and shenaningans' last night, but sorry that i'm not in the mood to share out what had happened last night, last night was a waste and ended it into a shit!! i've lose control with my angered last night/this morning, not at anyone, just angered by irresponsible mankind called 'hero' - who was intend to drive after drunk!!!

I've back early last night, i'm almost cry on my way back, my mind was flew back when my age was 20, it ran though the whole thing again in my head, this really disturbed me and i know that incident will burn in my head forever. that is not a present incident, but looking back, i felt sad and quite thanksful, it has changed my life for the better in general, i'd learned that if ones had 'gone' accidently, those people who are still alive will be deeply in sad.

well, i wasn't very close to them, but i was one of their friends, they're my clubbing gang. they're very young guys, they supposed to be here today, to enjoy their life and to responsible to their parents, they had it all but they had ended up lose it so quickly ;-( *sad* me and others friends was get scolded and cursed by their parents in the hospital, their parents cried and i knew that they was deeply hurt because they love their son but they'd lose their only son forever.

As i've mentioned countless times before not to drive while was drunk, i'm not going to spend my time and energy to advice, scold or shout to any 'hero' anymore, it's no point for me repeat and repeat talk the samething if there is never changes anything ;-( ones must responsible not only for own but also to one's family!! I'm not going to fill 'hero' with fear, just trying to make it clear, that my concern.... ends right here!!!


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